Wednesday, September 26, 2012
So I have this slight fear of going places by myself. Shopping. Doctors. School. Everywhere. But for some reason I have the biggest problem going to church or church activities by myself. It causes severe anxiety. Like, stomach churning, tear making, anxiety. Tonight the institute held a forum, like they do every Wednesday. I told myself I was going to go, whether anyone else went or not. Well, I conversed with a few friends, whom I normally attend with. None of them were going to be going. I started to panic, but remembered the promise I made myself so I went, hoping that maybe I would run into someone I knew. Well went I did, run into someone I knew? Nope. Not a soul. But no worries, I ended up making a new friend, and suddenly, I feel like I can do this whole, attend church activities by myself thing.