I thought life was going to be going upwards after last week...
it took a spiral downwards last night,
and I am scared that it may not spiral back up for a while.
I was sitting at institute forum last night,
and I guess I moved wrong and....
bet ya can guess what happened...
yup, my knee locked up.
I cannot move,
I have to have my mom or my sister lift my leg onto my bed because it is that difficult to move.
I just want to scream about the timing of this.
2 weeks before the semester ends
3 weeks before surgery
2 days before I was supposed to go downtown to see the Christmas lights (my favorite winter tradition ever!)
I don't know how I am going to finish out the semester if I can't move..
I am hoping and praying that
a) teachers will be understanding and help me finish off
b) my knee will fix itself enough that I can walk a little bit.
As I have said before,
I don't know why this trial has been placed in my life,
but there must be a good reason why,
with a wonderful blessing at the end of it.
I just need to continue to hold tight to my testimony
and rely on that more than ever.
Somehow, I will get through this.