Except for the finals that I should be studying for
the semester is over.
I don't have to go to class again.
I should be excited.
I should be celebrating.
Wanna know what I am doing instead?
That's all I am doing.
and thinking gets me in a whole bucket load of trouble, all the time.
I end up digging holes in places where holes don't exist
of how my surgery is in 12 days and there is still so much I want to do.
that I am actually going to miss the bus ride to campus next semester.
of a lot of other things that I don't need to spare you with.
I just wish I was excited the semester was over,
I kinda wish I could go back in time so that my surgery is further away.