do you ever feel like you have scheduled yourself to be so busy that you feel like you don't have time to breathe? that's me right now, but i need to vent to get rid of some frustration. the past few weeks has been so, ridiculously, insanely crazy. i'm in the midst of a rushed summer math class, planning a bridal shower that seems like there is no end, working, babysitting, crafting for the bridal shower, and trying to get ready for a trip to bear lake. it's crazy folks. luckily tomorrow is the bridal shower, but i feel like nothing is done, and we still have a billion things to do. (anyone want to make paper fans, write on a chalkboard, or make cupcakes for me?) [also, i feel like i took on the hardest projects of the shower, in hopes that it would make my friends lives easier, crazy, i know.] i did an entire day math cram the other day, and that's all the studying i have done for the test i take in an hour [hope it pays off]. for the past few days i've been worried that i was going to get fired from work because they scheduled me to work saturday, but since i have the shower, i can't. so there's that added stress. bear lake is coming up quicker than imaginable and it's stressing me out a little more than necessary. in the midst of this my room has taken a toll and is a disaster which is adding to the stress in my life.
and the worst part of it all........i was blessed with the family genetic of really bad eczema and i was extra blessed that when i get stressed i break out really bad. so my hands are covered in lovely sores that make getting all these things done a little harder. oy....i need a break.