The chorus goes like this... "So I'll go home, to rest my soul. And all my ghosts, they'll be gone and I'll be home." After the second time through the chorus the girl sings; "And if you're looking for life, just keep running to me. Cuz you just might find it..."
I'm pretty sure tears were streaming down my face at this point. Though I wasn't running home, and I wasn't running because of a fallen love, I was running, and to be honest, I felt like I was running home. That is when I knew I was in trouble. Rexburg was amazing. We didn't do a whole lot, but it was everything I needed and more to clear my head. We walked around campus, and I felt like I belonged. It was such a surreal feeling. When I drove into town on Friday night, I had no idea where I was supposed to go, so I followed the signs toward campus and the temple. From there, I figured out where Courtney lived. This sounds weird, but it was like I knew exactly where to go. Even though it is a small town, I had no problem just going to the exact streets I needed to go to. When I came home to Sandy yesterday, I struggled leaving Rexburg. So I drove around, and ended back up at the temple where I sat and pondered things. I drove out of town with more tears in my eyes. I felt like I was leaving home. Somehow, I fell in love with that small town, even though I told myself I wouldn't. I woke up in Utah today, and cried a little because I didn't want to be here. Maybe, someday, maybe, I will go back to Rexburg, and I won't have to leave so quickly.